"No, I could never do that," she said, and almost immediately I felt bad for
saying it. We had been at the part where she liked to talk. Lying
together, shirts off, with long bouts of kissing and touching broken up by
the occasional question of, "What do you like?" or "What do you want to do
to me?"
"Sorry," I said, "I didn't mean--"
"Don't feel bad. It's not like that's wrong or anything. I just couldn't
do it. There are just, you know, too many connotations."
"Well, you asked about a fantasy."
"I know I did. But being tied up?"
"I wasn't talking about, like, a harness. Just scarves or something."
I looked away, and she touched my chin to bring my eyes back to her. "It's
not that I don't trust you. But it's the idea. It's just...degrading."
Then she kissed me and placed my hand on her breast, her way of saying "it's
not you, it's me" that I believed more than if she had said the words.
We stayed like that for a moment, on our sides, legs tangled. Still
grasping her breast, I circled my thumb around her nipple as it quickly
hardened. She slid her hand down my waistband and took hold of my ass,
pulling me in closer to her. Then I had the thought.
"Wait," I said breaking the kiss. "I've got an alternative."
Her eyes narrowed. "An alternative?"
"Lay on your back," I responded. She did, and I propped myself up on a
shoulder to get a better look. I knew she'd feel self-conscious being
examined like that, but she ought to be used to it by now. The look of her
there, with her pale, exposed chest and legs encased in tight, faded blue
jeans, was indescribably sexy. My eyes followed the long, smooth curves of
her form over her flawless skin, across the soft mounds of her breasts, down
her flat stomach. I almost lost my train of thought in the spectacle before
me, but then turned back to face her.
"You don't want to lose control," I said, "I understand that. So I propose
a test; one to see how much control you really have."
She looked at me with a curious half-smile on her lips. "What kind of
test?"
"Put your hands behind your head, like you're doing sit-ups," I said. "And
lock your fingers together."
She did as I said, resting her head back on her open palms. I tried to
ignore the upward slant this position gave her breasts and focus on the
matter at hand. "You comfortable?" I asked.
"Yeah," she countered. "So what's the challenge?"
"The challenge," I informed her, "is to stay like that. To see how long you
can go without trying to touch me."
"What will you do in the meantime?"
"Anything I want," I responded. This elicited a laugh, but one look in my
eyes let her know I meant it. There was a quiet moment then. I tried my
best not to give away anything in my face; to hide the excitement and
apprehension I felt. To be honest, I had no idea what I was going to do.
But I wasn't about to let her know that.
She considered it a bit longer. Then her eyes narrowed, and I knew she
would give it a go. Because the one thing she derives more pleasure from --
other than sheer carnality -- is showing me up.
"Go ahead," she said, "do your worst." But before she could finish the
sentence my mouth was on hers. Harder than she was used to. As my tongue
darted around in her mouth, I brought my hands to her face and slowly ran my
fingers across her cheeks. I felt her constrict for a moment, and I knew
she wanted to touch me. She wanted to run her fingers through my hair. But
she wouldn't let herself.
I moved my lips to her ears, breathing softly against her lobe, and then
down to her neck. I spent a moment gently kissing and tasting her skin
there. She let out a soft moan, and on that, I bit down. She gasped, which
I silenced by running my thumb across her lips. She took my thumb into her
mouth, which I almost protested until I realized there was nothing in the
rules against it.
I pulled my hand away and slid it down her chest. My now wet thumb skimmed
her still-standing nipple. I palmed her breast and let my thumb slowly
circle. I released my mouth from her neck and trailed my lips down to meet
her other breast. My tongue traced along the edge of her areola,
purposefully avoiding her nipple. My eyes glanced up at hers, and she
looked down at me expectantly. I gazed back down at her awaiting nipple,
then retracted my lips and carefully scraped my teeth across it.
She arched her back, almost trying to force herself into my mouth, but I
pulled away. Instead I gently blew on it, and brushed the other with the
backs of my fingers. That elicited another moan, this one more frustrated.
But I knew I was only strengthening her resolve.
To really piss her off, I grazed my free hand across her exposed and
ticklish armpit. She jerked and gasped, "No fair," and I apologized by
taking her nipple in my mouth. She breathed in deeply as I pulled the
delicate skin with my lips and traced its shape with my tongue. Firmly, I
took the other in my hand and kneaded it.
I trailed my lips around the underside of one breast, glided my tongue
across the smooth skin that lay between the two, and then began to gently
nibble on the other. All the while, my hands moved down to her hips. I
strongly massaged her the way she liked to do to me. I wanted to remind her
of everything she was missing with her hands out of the equation.
Then I began to migrate downward, across the plane of her stomach. I felt
her muscles reflexively tense up as my hands moved slightly up and I traced
my fingers along the inside of her waistband to unbutton her jeans. She
relaxed as I dotted little kisses across her belly. When she was perfectly
calm and breathing deeply, I struck again. This time, biting down on her
skin hard, and when she arched her back, tugging her jeans down.
I raised myself up so I could slide her pants completely off. When I looked
back at her, she stared at me with both intrigue and confusion. "What?" I
asked.
"I-I didn't know you had this in you," she managed to get out.
"Just wait," I replied.
I positioned myself on my knees between her legs and hoisted one over my
shoulder. I kissed the inner thigh of that leg while I traced my fingertips
along the outer side. My hand ran down the length of the leg to the ankle,
then back up, lightly stroking the underside of her knee on the way.
I reached up and slipped my fingers into the waistband of her simple cotton
underwear. I wanted desperately to just rip them off her. Glancing up at
the expectant look on her face, though, told me that was just what she
wanted me to do. So I smiled, pulled the elastic back and let go, snapping
it against her skin. Before she could protest, I placed my palm against her
mons and pressed firmly against it. She drew in air sharply, and I
countered by rubbing her through the thin material in small circles.
I skated my lips down her thigh right to the base of her leg. Waiting
there, I breathed in her scent, letting my warm exhalations drift across her
skin. I passed my fingers downward, across the wetness that had seeped
through the thin material. Then I gingerly pinched the edge of the fabric,
and, a centimeter at a time, drew them down. Again, she arched back,
lifting her ass off the bed to allow for the removal. I let my fingernails
scrape along her skin as I pulled, all the way down her legs. Frustrated
with my pace, she kicked her feet and flung the panties away. She then
placed her legs on either side of me, knees slightly bent.
I unhurriedly reached my hand forward. I let my fingers get entangled in
her pubic hair, then drifted downwards. Only my fingertips traveled along
her outer lips, with the middle sliding right in between. I pushed back
upwards, sneaking my fingers under the topmost layer. She was already very
wet, and I made sure to moisten my thumb along the way. Then I placed my
thumb on the hood of her clit and began to lightly stroke it.
While my hand was busy, I lurched my body back up the length of her. I took
a brief moment to kiss her nipples again, still solid and receptive. I
continued up, along the lines of her neck, until we were face to face again.
She looked directly into my eyes, pupils wide, breathing softly but deeply
through her slightly opened mouth. Without breaking contact, I gently
slipped two fingers inside of her.
A slight, unnamable sound accompanied her next exhalation. I continued to
work my thumb around her clit as I pushed and pulled my fingers across her
inner walls. She raised her outer leg up, which I thought was to give me
better access. But she began to pull at the waist of my pants with her
foot. I debated whether or not I should, since I was committed to driving
her crazy, but I honestly couldn't stand them anymore. With my free hand, I
unbuttoned my pants and then helped her push them down.
I kissed her, then pulled my hand away to throw off my pants and discard my
boxers. Her eyes were on me; I could feel it. I knew how much she wanted
me inside her because I certainly wanted it, too. But I was building up to
something here, and I knew I could get her to cave soon enough.
I repositioned myself between her legs, and lowered my head to where they
met. I took a deep breath, inhaling the scent of her, then I purposefully
leaned in and placed my lips on her clit. Gently, I sucked on it, pulling
it out from its hood. I then began to bathe it with long strokes of my
tongue. Her breathing became more shallow, and there was a slight tremble
in her exhalations. She always liked to run her fingers through my hair
while I was going down on her. This must be killing her.
The movements of my tongue became quicker, flicking back and forth across
her clit. With one hand, I reached up and clasped onto her breast; the
other I brought up under my chin. I gently touched the folds around her
opening before plunging my fingers back inside her. I continued like this
for a short time, tongue and fingers working in harmony, until her moans
became louder and more insistent. I pulled my lips away and withdrew my
fingers, and she let out a sigh of frustration and disappointment.
I drew myself back up the length of her, holding myself above her body and
looking down into her eyes. Her hands were still firmly clenched behind her
head. I balanced my weight on one shoulder and my knees. The free hand
traveled down her body to the source of her wetness. I dipped my fingers
in, and used it to lubricate the head of my now almost painfully-erect cock.
Then I lowered myself down just enough, and used my hand to rub the tip
against her clit.
She gasped, and I could see the muscles in her arms tighten. She was about
to break, and I knew how to finish this. I moved myself down further, in
between her lips, and I positioned myself right at her opening. I rested
the head of my cock just at the entrance. Then I looked back at her face.
We stayed there for a long, silent moment. Finally, she whispered, "Fuck
me."
I said, "Make me."
With that, she flung her hands out from behind her head, grabbed onto my ass
and pulled me deep inside of her. All resistance gone, I began driving
myself into her, forcefully and insistently pushing as deep as I could go.
With her hands now free, she explored every part of me she could reach:
fingers running through my hair, across my back, grabbing my chest. She
clasped me against her with her legs, not giving me any chance to stop. As
if I could at that point.
I quickened my pace, and she matched my movements in perfect sync. Every
thrust was met with a corresponding moan or gasp. As her orgasm approached,
she clutched my hips desperately, guiding me to just the right angle. She
cried out as she came, and the contractions deep within her sent me straight
into orgasm as well. I continued thrusting into her as long as I could,
savoring every last sensation of it.
I lay down next to her and we wrapped our limbs around each other, breathing
deeply, and relishing the pure joy of simply being that connected to another
person. Soon, we drifted off to sleep.
The next morning, I was awakened by the feel of her lips on my chest,
kissing, nibbling and surveying me. Her hands roamed the entire length of
my body. She was unaware at first that I was awake and watching her. Then
she stopped and looked up at me.
After a moment of gazing into one another's eyes, she said simply, "Put your
hands behind your head."